It's raining,
It's pouring, 
The old man is snoring,
He went to bed,
And bumped his head,
And couldn't get up in the morning.

Not such a lovely song....a bit demoic actually.  
Well I just got home from school.  Thank goodness for that.  There was a blackout today.  Let me tell you...I was scared.  I hate the dark.  Whatev..the lights came on and that's all that mattered.  
On the subject of "boy toy," I think I'm actually liking him more.  Take today for example....as we got off the bus and into the rain, I found myself wanting to kiss him....a lot.  Like you know, have one of those romantical scenes in the movies...[I'm SUCH a girl]
Who knows....
 

It's like 11:30 at night and I JUST finished my english essay.  Sometimes I hate school.  This senior year isn't what I expected.  I'm wayyy in over my head but what else is new???

Today was pretty great.  I hung out with who I like to call "boy-toy" but there was one problem.  I just wasn't into it.  Like I like him and all...but sometimes when he kisses me...I just can't get into the moment.  Maybe if we actually became an item it might happen cause then I wouldn't be so paranoid about being caught.  Whatev....I just hope it doesn't ruin our friendship.  I do actually appreciate it...like alot.  

I really can't say much more.  I'm much, much too tired.

Peace out everyone!!!!
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